“Will you ever be able to forgive me for what I did that morning, Audrey?” he asked while looking at me with pleading eyes. I told him that I might stop hating what he did but forgiveness did not mean he would ever have access to me.
He seemed to finally understand that some wounds are too deep to be healed by a simple apology or a promise of change. Six months after the birth of my son, I opened the door to a new home that was far away from the estate.
I had sold the old house because I did not want Hudson to grow up in a place where I had once been forced to beg. This new house was smaller and warmer and was a place that felt like it truly belonged to just the two of us.
I saw Beulah standing outside the gate one afternoon and she looked tired and aged by the stress of the past year. She was holding an envelope and told me that it contained the rest of the money she owed me from the settlement.
“I didn’t come here to argue with you, I just wanted to give you this in person,” she said with a defeated voice. I told her I already knew about the payment and she admitted that she had not come to the house just for that.