I found the recipe in my grandmother’s old notebook, and she was the only person who ever called my gentleness a strength.
The first cake collapsed and the second one burned, but the third one looked like a real offering to me.
I placed it on the dining table with two small candles just as my parents came home arguing about something.
My mother saw the cake and for one second her face softened, and I truly believed that she might love me.
Then she frowned and asked if I had made a mess in her kitchen while I stood there waiting for a thank you.
My father loosened his tie and told me that I should have asked for permission before using the expensive kitchen equipment.
“It looks like a construction brick,” Colton said as he laughed and walked past the table.
No one ate a single bite of that cake, and later that night, I found it sitting in the trash bin.
I pulled it out and sat on the back steps in the dark to eat every single bite of that dry and clumped cake.
Some wounds do not arrive like a stab but fall like constant dust until you realize you have been buried alive.
The basement became my permanent room when I was twenty-two after my father announced that I needed to learn responsibility.